Repair.

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So much joy..
It feels like fluid
I can touch it
Then pour it all over
To make an art...or something.
Oh the joy of uncovering!
It comes from realising that you, my brother have yet a place in your heart for me.
That you want to make things better.

And oh I've longed for this day
To tell my side of the story
To tell how the test faced me
To share my weakness
Cos I know it's a test
Heaven cabals knows how to do that so well.

So a test came,
It faced me in a way
You in a way
Dee in a way
S in a way
But I could see, he helped me see..
Past the offence
And patiently wait for this day

Thank you
For uncovering;
I could see how much of the brunt you had to bear
I wasn't the only one after all
I could see how a tiny 'i don't like it' snowballed into hostility...
You bared your heart and mind
And why the fuck can't I trust you again?
Does love not cover all things?
Have I not received this love?
Are we not all broken and to be broken?

I see you
I see me
We all are tools in the master's hand
Let keep on the story
He braces us!!!

Cheers to repair 🍻

May 7th 2018.

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