Psalms of Olúwalónimí

It's been a ride. Through and through. And I'm learning to find Contentment.  Now, more than ever. What do you do when answers to the prayers of yesterday seem like the curse of today? When you have so/too much of what you've always wished for, and it feels like a spell?  Seemingly relegated. Stuck with the kids,  Every time I lift Eniiyi and his incessant wails Every time I have to attend to Nimi and his whimpers.  The chores The sacrifice  The rote The denial of mobility... there comes the feeling That I'm probably missing out on something. A lot of things.  Really though, this life is opposed to what?  The bustle, hustle, vibes and bubble bursted by uncertainty and unfulfillment...  But I'm reminded of when I wanted to be this close to this thing When I hoped really to do the laundry, dishes and the likes...  When I yearned for the time This is it. What I prayed for.  It's here, and I'm taking it all. All. Everything that comes with i...

 It's in you Everything you require for life and godliness To you, he has given. For this life ehn, nothing pass man. When we really check it, we realise there's no hurdle we cannot pass. No struggle, pain, hurt, disappointment....  That we cannot overcome. We just need to connect to that part of us. That well of healing... Its in you. The trigger could be music, a convo, writing, a certain someone, a certain place... All these He put in place. Find it. Keep it. It's in you.