Simon or Peter?
The clash I couldn't wrap my head around.. How can your head be 'correct' and in a moment you exude sheer foolishness? How? Just how? It beats me. The former draws me, and when I'm planning to settle with that, the latter manifests. Till I look at Simon and Peter; the same person we see, but in one breath, he (Peter) identified who the son was and (Simon) was rebuking him for wanting to die. Only then did I realize that like peak milk, the foolishness is in me as well. I see Mamora. I see Shittu. I see Merit. I see me. I see the point of attraction... And now I'm aware that it's not enough to catch a glimpse into Peter; it's not enough to be tamed. The goal is to be changed.