Psalms of Olúwalónimí

Sight, one hell of a resource. Like that one time, when I thought i was madly in love, lol All it took was a vision, then I saw what I was loving was all in my head, a figment I had created.  People ask me till date, "how could you say you don't feel the same way anymore?" some even dare say I'm not being honest  But what can I say? Now, I see.  I also see how the situation is confusing, I mean dropping the whole idea like it's hot, right after acting like my life depended on it. See, there's no better way to explain. I just see. I don't loathe him. Hell no! How could I? He's such an amazing person, but I'm no longer in a bubble. Sight makes you speak head high, where you once rambled. It disarms sentiment You could think people don't get you,  I say wait and see. Lol Sight, it humbles emotions.  Put things in perspective  Not that you wouldn't feel, but you feel with understanding  Oh! To see! How sweet.  You might think or wonder why the ...

Feeling so weary and broken I feel like I'm in a hole... Buried Pressed on all sides Tired! Literally The debt is overwhelming And so are my emotions  I can't keep up  One minute I'm angry And then I really don't think I should be And then I feel Iike a fool Like I've been played  But is that really so? You told me you wouldn't put me to shame.  Told me to not see the debt as another's but mine.  This way, it'd be easier to bear. These words I've hung on to Tbh, some days are easier than others On some days, I absolutely trust Other days I can't help but feel like a fool I mean how did sth that was literally me helping out turn into my debt? Empty promises upon empty promises  I just want to scream sometimes....  The weight of guilt From betraying family From watching mom cry Getting blocked and questioned Feeling betrayed even though I shouldn't...  I honestly cannot keep up with my emotions My heart is weary But I choose to trust you.  I ch...

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