Breach.

There's been a gap

From the very beginning

It's been there. 

And we both know

Even when we try to be there for one another

Even when you laugh at my jokes

And when I have your back

It really didn't take away the differences. 

My problem? would always think you are everywhere, needed or not. You just cannot keep calm, you just gotta show up or have a say. Quite overbearing, but that's my problem.

Always thought you were preferred too. At least by dad, but then I Learnt we are different, always would be, and as such would take different journeys, different processes to be forged. And if by any means you're actually preferred, so be it. Everyone is entitled to their sentiments. That's not my problem. My dealing.

So the issue at hand, you are the ijgb who doesn't seem to understand order, or that things were done in a way while you were away. That things have changed, that there's been a progression. You want to use 'my space' but on your terms, armed with ability to always sulk up to daddy for defence. Consistently being the spoilt brat you always have been. In a way it's my lot. I should be used to it by now. In another sense, you're robbing us of quality relationship, that we can have....

One question : if it were my house, without a but, would your actions be the same? You can ponder on the answer.

My goal is not to be right. My goal is to remain. To please him. And if it means downplaying my opinion, so be it. So I apologize, I put your things back in the wardrobe. Let it play out. Time will tell.

You're my sister. Let's forget concepts. We didn't know about that before now. And no matter how hard, I'd do right by you as expected of me, by his strength.

May the one who sees all shed light on every darkness.